my mental depiction (in dreams) of my psychologist’s is a very consistent, defined room but isn’t her room at all

?????

like fine, think what you want. whatever

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
the main money for the gap year thing is literally because my mom’s dead
I’m not going to go into the precise ins and outs of the financial situation, but it’s nowhere near “fully-funded” and I’m not doing it for pretentious reasons, it literally started as a desire to just leave this goddamn state

snailkit:

IT’S MEDIA(a playlist full of social commentary)
01. American Idiot - Green Day  02. Oh No The Radio - Owsley  03. Kill The Director - The Wombats  04. Teen Age Riot - Sonic Youth  05. 16 Military Wives - The Decemberists  06. I Paid My Money - Fear of Pop  07. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz  08. Bad Day - R.E.M.  09. You Get What You Give - New Radicals  10. Sell, Sell, Sell - Barenaked Ladies  11. Video - Ben Folds Five  12. Michael Myers Resplendent - Mountain Goats

snailkit:

IT’S MEDIA
(a playlist full of social commentary)

01. American Idiot - Green Day  02. Oh No The Radio - Owsley  03. Kill The Director - The Wombats  04. Teen Age Riot - Sonic Youth  05. 16 Military Wives - The Decemberists  06. I Paid My Money - Fear of Pop  07. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz  08. Bad Day - R.E.M.  09. You Get What You Give - New Radicals  10. Sell, Sell, Sell - Barenaked Ladies  11. Video - Ben Folds Five  12. Michael Myers Resplendent - Mountain Goats

tho I guess that’s almost better. commentary on censorship and all

goddammit I was very careful to upload the explicit version of American Idiot. what the fuck, 8tracks

that playlist marks the first and last time Green Day and The Decemberists are in a playlist with each other

IT’S MEDIA(a playlist full of social commentary)
01. American Idiot - Green Day  02. Oh No The Radio - Owsley  03. Kill The Director - The Wombats  04. Teen Age Riot - Sonic Youth  05. 16 Military Wives - The Decemberists  06. I Paid My Money - Fear of Pop  07. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz  08. Bad Day - R.E.M.  09. You Get What You Give - New Radicals  10. Sell, Sell, Sell - Barenaked Ladies  11. Video - Ben Folds Five  12. Michael Myers Resplendent - Mountain Goats

IT’S MEDIA
(a playlist full of social commentary)

01. American Idiot - Green Day  02. Oh No The Radio - Owsley  03. Kill The Director - The Wombats  04. Teen Age Riot - Sonic Youth  05. 16 Military Wives - The Decemberists  06. I Paid My Money - Fear of Pop  07. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz  08. Bad Day - R.E.M.  09. You Get What You Give - New Radicals  10. Sell, Sell, Sell - Barenaked Ladies  11. Video - Ben Folds Five  12. Michael Myers Resplendent - Mountain Goats

I have an opportunity to put American Idiot in a playlist where its presence is actually welcome??? and I can’t bring myself to do it

and i poured my heart out/it evaporated, see?